2(ish) Years Later

When I last left you, I encouraged you to challenge yourselves, like I was.

That was over two years ago.  What have you done in that time?

What have I done in that time?

For my 37th birthday, I challenged myself to do 300 days of 75 Hard before my 38th birthday.  My longest streak was 9 days, between June 17-25, 2022, and I quit on September 2nd.  In 77 days, I had 56 days “on-program,” and I failed.

Saying I failed doesn’t quite make the point, though.  I didn’t fail.  I didn’t come up a little bit short.  In reality, I quit.  I made the decision that I just was not committed to that challenge.

Since that time, I have gone through 75 Hard two more times.  My third completion had a couple false starts for various reasons, but I did complete the 75 days.

After quitting my challenge in 2022, I haven’t taken on another.  I’ve had ideas, but every time, I’ve talked myself out of it.

That’s not to say that I haven’t challenged myself, because I have.  I took the starting line for the Jacksonville Marathon earlier this month.  My training had its own set of challenges (plantar fasciitis and a likely broken toe along the way), and I pulled myself out of the race at mile 15.  But that story is for another day.

But I haven’t done anything quite like my 100k pushup challenge.  I have been tempted to just renew that challenge, but I’ve been dealing with some shoulder/rotator cuff issues that make more than 5-10 pushups rather painful, and not the “Oh, I’m sore because this was a good workout” kind of “pain,” but the, “Oh, there’s something wrong deep in there, don’t actually hurt yourself” kind.  But, I’m working on that.

I had dabbled with the idea of another challenge like 100k kettlebell swings, or a shorter challenge of 10k in a month.

I’d like to blame analysis paralysis, but really I think I have just been afraid to start.

I was looking for some kettlebell workouts and came across Pavel Tsatsouline’s Enter the Kettlebell!  Rather than committing to a certain volume of swings, I am challenging myself to follow the protocols in that book – starting with just practicing the two main moves: the kettlebell swing and the Turkish get-up.

I feel pretty good with the swing, but my get-up needs a lot more practice (as a side note, it sounds like the Turkish get-up can do wonders for shoulders).  Once I feel much more solid in my practice of those moves, then I’ll start following the RKC Minimum program, then progress to the RKC Rite of Passage.

A constant refrain through the book is that these progressions take time.  Do not rush it.  That is its own challenge.  Patience.

If I don’t give myself a challenge or rules to follow, I struggle.  Doing 75 Hard, I have no problem getting up early to go for a walk or a run.  Day 76, it’s a struggle to get up, since I don’t need to do it that day.

Even if the rules are arbitrary, they work for me.  Through three runs of 75 Hard, I tell myself that I must drink a gallon of water, read 10 pages, take a progress picture, stick to a diet and no alcohol, and do two 45-minute workouts (one outside), and I can accomplish those items everyday without issue.  But for me, simply saying, “I want to do that (or similar) most of the time”…well, that just doesn’t work.

I have two good physical challenges – the kettlebell program and continuing my marathon training.

But it’s not just physical.  There are other things I want to do which require nothing more than consistency.  Deliberate time spent.

I have my podcast, but in 2024 I’ve posted 13 full episodes plus one short introductory episode.  As of this writing, I have posted 2 new episodes in the past 6 months.  To give you a brief glimpse behind the screen, also as of this writing, I have 36 more episodes already recorded, which only need editing and recording of an intro and outro.

Again – consistency.  Deliberate time spent working on the podcast.

I want to write more for the blog – more than once every two years.

I want to get better at guitar.

I want to continue improving physically and mentally.

The common thread?  Consistency.  Consistency.  Consistency.

All of those things require deliberate action.  Deliberate time spent.

But how do I attain consistency while being flexible to the demands of life with a wife, two kids, and a full-time job?  Or is there some amount of inflexibility that is required?

Honestly, I don’t know.  This blog would probably look very different if I had it all figured out.

What I do know is that “winging it” doesn’t work.  At least for me.

Winging it gets me 49 recorded episodes of a Star Trek podcast, but only 13 released.

Rigidly following otherwise arbitrary rules gets me through another iteration of 75 Hard.  Winging it after gets me back to where I was before.

I started writing this post in September, but New Year’s Eve seems an apt time to readdress it.  I have been brainstorming some different challenges/goals/systems I will implement in 2025.  I mentioned a couple of them above (kettlebells, marathon training), but I have some others, too.

Most of them relate to consistency, like the podcast.  Some are professional goals I hope to achieve.

I still try to follow Scott Adams’ advice of focusing on systems not goals.  Hence, I am taking on a kettlebell program, not a goal of swinging a kettlebell a set number of times.  I am going to focus on eating better, not reaching a certain weight.

What I really need to do is make sure that tomorrow I am closer to where I want to be than I am today.  I need to stay directionally right, at a minimum.

I need to define my priorities that are non-negotiable, whether physical, mental, creative, or something else.

Writing this has helped me process my thoughts a bit.  I hope that reading it has provided some amount of value to you.

I still don’t know the answers to all of my questions, but hopefully this thought exercise is orienting me in the right direction.  And if nothing else, that’s a start.

Happy New Year, everyone!